So homecoming dance is tomorrow, but I'm not really looking forward to it. First of all, my dress, not a dress person, never have been. I genuinely feel like shit, I don't really fit the expectations of afab girls my age, like I'm not allowed to have makeup for some reason, thanks to genetics girl muchstase or however u spell it,peach fuzz, and I just found out my eyes look weird in pics so now that's another thing to be self conscious abt. Also my friend got asked out (maybe) so I might be a third wheel, idk if my other friend is going since she doesn't have a dress and also might have other plans. But I don't wanna bail since I promised the girl who is going I'll be there. Also I feel like I'm not cisgender tbh, but I really like my name that was given to me, but all I know I'm not a dress person and hate wearing them, but I have 3 hours of wearing it, and it's gonna be hell for me, idc if I'm over reacting, I hate girly things on myself