Im depressed man. My parents are conservative, my school socks. I really put my effort in my quarterly exams. Only got 2hrs sleep for 2 weeks or smthg. I wanted a day off. My dad guilt tripped me saying that he worked his ass off 8-3. I said there's no correlation and I'll go tmrw, tmrw came and I was ready but I got lose motion. My mom said she's embarrassed and that what kind of a child I am. And I fainted. Even after the faint she said she was hesitant to trust me. My dad threatens that he'll take me off school. Im an ambitious person, I wanna move out n not get overwhelmed by small decisions. I want to study, I told them I'm burnt out and having thoughts of suicide. They started to question me 'didn't we give u everything?' My ahh, but hey, Jesus is still there for me. He's the only reason in ts messed up world.