This year has been one of the worst years I’ve experienced. I had everything planned out. I was studying, I was working volunteering, shadowing and I was aiming to apply to medical school this cycle and I couldn’t. Everything went to shit, one unfortunate life event after another, I got burnt out and now I feel like I am at rock bottom. It is so hard to try to get back up, to go back to how I was at the beginning of this year, I used to be so motivated and dedicated to my goals and aspirations. Now I can barely get myself out of bed. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel like such a disappointment and a failure to everyone around me.