I love women so much... like there are attractive men and I can appreciate it, but I never want to do anything about it. it just feels normal seeing them. then I see an attractive woman, and my whole stomach flips upside down in a second, and I wanna talk to her and spend time with her and be close to her. 100% involuntary. I literally had my first crush at age 5 on a girl and it lasted until 4th grade, and I'm so glad I'm wired this way. women are amazing