I'm so naturally ugly. My face looks weirdly feminine and I have downturned eyes, even though I have one or two objectively good features. You just end up with this weird blend. I tried going to the gym for years, spending thousands on style upgrades, skincare, improved my social skills, used special products like castor oil, got a nice haircut... and I still FUCKING HATE my face. It's almost tragic I'm such a good person otherwise but a woman will have to be stuck with this. It would be almost mean to be with anyone. I can't even look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgust over my face structure.
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