I feel so exhausted these days. I cannot tolerate a few things. 1) Waiting long for somebody 2) Last time cancellation 3) My family 4) My appearance. My father always says I look puffy, my neck or cheek looks puffy. But people’s face doesn’t always look the same right? Even He says I look so fat nobody is gonna choose me to marry or court. But nobody else who sees me says that I look ugly or wayy too fat. Just my family. They used to ground me for talking to boys when I was in my teens. But I would have never broken their trust even if they would have allowed me. They still don’t let me go out far and always gonna call and ask where have I been. They are mad. I don't even eat much, my eyes have sunken in. It's not even my fault. I hate waiting for people for long when they do not value my efforts. It's getting too much. My mother's passing away, my fucked up love life also contributes to this. I cry all day and think what shall I do. I also have eye issues.