Hi, I'm Eiya. I'm 12 years old and I have a problem.. I don't really know but something's wrong with me.. When I get a schoolwork i'll push my all to research and even sacrificing sleep. But the time I get to finally do it on paper.. Motivation suddenly fades. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I just really don't know. The sparks disappear as soon as I get to real work. Sometimes I start to doubt and hurt myself all over again because of this.. As soon as I pick up a pen, every motivation disappears. and when I knew it, deadline's over.. It killed me so much. I hate it so so much..