No matter how much I try to talk, reach out, or even try to get help, Im ignored. All I want is to find someone who understands me. My mom? she JOKES about my depression especially when she KNOWS i'm suicidal (She's seen me attempt.) My friends? They ignore me, no matter how much i try my best to speak up i cant do it. And when i do they AKSO JOKE ABOUT IT. Why is my risk of ending it so funny to you? Am I really that much of a joke to you? But when I finally relapse everyone is annoyed on how much BETTER i am. MAKE SHIT SENSE. ITS EITHER YOU HELP ME NOW OR ITS TOO LATE.
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