I hate how I need male validation to feel anything. It’s not the patriarchy it’s not the way I was raised it’s just I NEED some stupid guy to find me attractive at all times or else I want to die. I hate being depressed when I’m single for a couple days. I always feel regret. I just want to be okay on my own. My parents don’t know me at all. How easily I would sell my body just for some perverted freak to call me sexy. I just want control over some guy who loves me. I’m a disgusting whore and I think it’s starting to show.
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