i know its not important at all, just frustrated. why are you going to be so petty from driving me to the shelter-- THE SHELTER. because i didnt make you breakfast. thing is no one realizes what going to the shelter does for me, it really clears my mind, just boosts my mood. going to the shelter is the only good thing i feel ive done in life, because get this-- i havent gone to physical school since 2020. every week it's come down to social interaction with anyone other than my family on SUNDAYS. only once a week, for practically 6 years. i suck at talking, being online has ruined my life and really made me feel so lonely. all I can do is overthink, talking to people at the shelter and other volunteers just makes me feel seen. I haven't been able to go to the shelter in a month because every week i've been sick of some sort. i finally am able to go and i can't... because i couldn't make him breakfast.