I can't take it anymore. I feel so lonely. I know I'm lucky to have so many people around me, to have so much support and love. But this selfish side yearns for more. I just want to be really special to someone. Sure it'd be great to have a bf but honestly I wouldnt mind a really gud bsf. like i mean a bsf hu's basically ur other half. this desire consumes me. I can't take it anymore. I just want to curl up and cry. When's it my turn? xoxo...