i have so MUCH to say but i cant put it all here cause it wont fit. i have been carying a lot of things since my 13 years and god im getting tired. i hate my self a lot. i just cant see me being beautiful. i think is because i often got bullied due to my stupid Eczema. i look so disgusting. i look to the other girls and wish i were them. i often think people talk behind my back talking about my ugly skin and ugly face. the only one who doesnt judge me is my dog i guess. well im going to end by here cuz i dont want this to be a long speech.