Lately, I’ve been feeling really tired. Not just physically tired, but emotionally tired. It feels like every day is almost the same, and I keep going through the same feelings over and over again. I wake up, go to school, come home, and then the next day starts again. Sometimes nothing particularly bad even happens, but I still feel exhausted. It’s like I’m tired of feeling tired. i often SH. i once tried to drown myself in the bathtub. whys life so hard. im always alone in school, i think i have fucking social phobia. i really want to talk to someone but im way too scared to open my self to someone face by face. this site really helps me alot for opening myself even little by little. my birthday is coming soon but im not as excited as i was when i had 5-10 years.