I've noticed how frequently I get sad Like almost Everyday. Because I think about myself, other people, or my work. And then I always end up thinking about killing myself, not like I will; I'm too much of a pussy to do that, and it's been like 8 months. The place where I tried to kill myself, I can't do it again because I'm not there anymore. Plus, I chickened out. Literally the only place I thought I could go out peacefully. What is my worth? Because honestly, I'm surprised I'm this far in with my life. But you know what? I'd rather feel like I want to ||kms|| over this than rot at home. I want to do something with my life, but at the same time I feel like I'm a waste of talent and shouldn't even bother So what if I feel like I wanna die constantly? Not like I'll actually do something