I don't sleep from thinking of Wanting an easy way out I would Say while i take a bath Yet the shower doesnt seem to wash away The feeling of dirtiness Dirty, disgusting blood seeps from the Skin as i speak with Apprehension As i think it makes me feel better, yet another foolish and childish act for attention Unvalid, remembering when i was a little kid as the shower deeply submerges me in it's water.