So update from my last rant asking if I should tell my friend that I sh She actually accepted me!!! She said to please stop but she didn’t think any differently of me!!! She was very accepting and kind and caring! Of course i didn’t tell her I fantasize about dying every day for at least an hour but if I did then she might REALLY try to get me help and that’s a big no, but she was very kind! All to say that have hope! Even if u don’t have a reason to keep going, even if you’re disgusted with yourself and even if you don’t know what’s wrong, just that your not okay, just remember that nice, kind, caring people genuinely do exist!!! Trust me they’re out there. They may be hard to find but it’s worth it when you do!