I've been clean from sh for almost a year, but tonight I just felt really bad, I hadn't been eating and I've been trying to lose weight, I didn't know why but I hurt myself again, and then again. When I was feeling really guilty about it I was scrolling through yt and a video of bangchan came up and it was the video of him telling STAY not to hurt them selves, I started crying bc I didn't know what to do and now I'm here bc I can't apologize to chan, but I'm so so sorry
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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