Rant #2251

there's this guy 3 years older who I'm in love with. I've spoken to him once but I'm too scared to speak too him again and I'm dreading the day I will never see him again because its literally a month away. i know i dont have a chance with him but i cant live with the fact that i will never get to know this guy ive been obsessed with for multiple months. he doesnt even know i like him that way he doesnt even know my name. i fucking hate how i fall for ppl who have no interest in me back.