I hate that most of my life My main goal has just been to "move out" like that's my motivation to keep going 😭I seriously feel like I'm starting to lose it I want ONE nights good GOOD rest and so much more I feel like super ungrateful But like atp I don't even care where I go I don't want to be living here by the end of this month if I'm seriously still living here by then I'm just gonna admit myself into the psych ward again so I can at least have a place to stay Being pregnant and having to go through all these loopholes for others is making me lose my mind, being pregnant and constantly uncomfortable is making me lose my MINDDD And social media isn't helping whatsoever Seeing people be so happy during pregnancy Or just seeing others live out a life I haven't even stared to have just makes me so frustrated And I know social media is like a total lie when it comes to certain things but no I'm not jealous of that extreme stuff I want things people have on a regular