I am extremely insecure on how I look. I was born ugly and lowkey rtrded to point where my mother refused to even look at me in the eyes. I was so short and malnourished, people kept blaming my mother for making me this way. Mind you, my mother left everything to be in a straw hut with my father (her biggest regret). My father turned out to be an evil fucking pimp and sold my mother to the brothel where I was born. I’m not sure if my “father” is actually my biological father or not but he was abusive I was so ugly and thin, the girls never dared to look at me. The boys made fun of me and bullied me throughout my school years. All this trauma awakened my other sexualities. I was getting backshots once I started going to college and sometimes did some crossplay roleplays. I always gave out feminine vibes and the macho guys would fuck the hell out of me. I was the Pico during my college days and everyone took advantage of me :/// I’m back to normal again, but that trauma still haunts me