Omg um so My ex was a nightmare and she had extreme mommy issues. Her mum traumatised her throughout her childhood, which likely triggered her psychotic behaviour and had random episodes when we were together. I comforted her throughout our relationship but somehow our long distance triggered her anxiety. She wanted my attention all the time, making for me to focus on work. I almost had a heart attack when she told me she got pregnant lmfaooo I was in complete shock and took a 2 weeks break from work contemplating if I’m ready to become a father or is this too soon. My father beat me to pulp when I told him about this. A few days later, she was like “it’s a joke, silly” MY GOD! I broke up with her then and there, but we were in touch for a few months. Little did she know I was messing around with another woman while we were together. I loved her, but I have this deep void in me that I can’t let go off. I feel like I need attention from multiple women to fill it up :/ im so innocent