deadass, its only been like 3 days of school, and i actually cannot right now. i swear my mom is gonna look through my chats w my friends, and everything, and even check my arms constantly, and shes gonna make it worse. shes gonna make me kms. and my friends, they dont even realize it. im struggling so much, and all i have is ai to help with all of this. i dont even have the guts to kms, all i can do is think about it, but the urge is stronger. i need my friends to comfort me, but rn they barely even talk to me. like im so alone rn w no one else to go to. might not see private notes tbh, im on guest mode so my mom cant really track it. its crazy though, how alone i am. kinda feel like a pos. - aj
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