My health is declining slowly. I think I caught it when I was 14 and im 19 now. Ive been in chronic pain and the only thing I can do is hide it. Going to the hospital is not a option for me. I cant do it. I cant do the needles. Its hard for me to stand and walk now, and my mom is begging me to go to the hospital because her friend just lost her son because of the same medical neglect. I know I should feel terrified. But at that news I only feel more at peace, you know? Maybe ill pass quietly in my sleep just like him. I won't ever have to be hooked up to tubes or IVs or have to have a needle in me again. It would be the perfect way to go. It makes me as happy as it does sad
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