Rant #2227

Iim so confused. SO confused. ii..i have a lot going on, and its hard to explain- bbut im new to this place, and within the first dday of me being here, someone is already having issues and i dont know how to hhelp them im still trying tto get over my issues..it hurts because everything ffeels so fresh and im just...sso angry and upset. Ii miss him but I don't WANT to. he was sso bad to me and i just want to forget eeverything between us. he was my best friend, hhe wasnt supposed to react the way he did aand i just dont know what to ddo i wanna help the person wwho needs it, but how can i help without knnowing what to do to help myself..?