I've been really parasocial over a two people, a guy and a girl for a little over year now, and I think I'm a weirdo. But I love their personality, the passion they have for their jobs (like spending extra money so they can do better at it), and I wish I could help them but I know I can't and I never have feelings like this before. So much so I thought I was Aro/ace but they changed that.