i miss being love all my life i have been loving people but i never got love and few weeks is my birthday even tho ik many people its always me who excitied for peoples special days but when it comes to me no one seems to care i just want to be someones pr anyone main priority but that seem simpossible its like god is telling me i dont desrve to be loved it fucking hurt how much more pain do i need to suffer at this point i rather die i feel lonely like i always the back up frn i jjst want one person who loves me and cares for me