I’m genuinely so done at this point. I have this festival that me and a group of people are apart of. Yet they cut me off the script completely just because I’ve been sick for 4 days and haven’t learnt one of the dances. They constantly tell me indirectly “oh if you don’t know it then just don’t be apart of it”. Like idk if that’s rude or not because I am a very sensitive person most of the time and I try not to center things around myself (I hate that sort of thing). Anyways, I listen and tell them that I won’t be apart of that one dance but then when I’m teaching this other person how to do the main dance the same people said to me “oh if you don’t know the main dance then you shouldn’t be apart of it”. And at this point I’m very annoyed and frustrated because those same people haven’t even properly learnt all their dances, and most of the people don’t even know the main dance like at all when I know it fully. I’m not sure what to do anymore.