Sometimes I feel like I’m not “asexual enough” I’m repulsed by sex, I could never fathom myself ever participating in that sort of thing, and to have kids I would adopt. But every now and then I think about those intimacies and it makes me disgusted with myself. I feel like I’m faking it, and I hate myself when those thoughts come to mind. If I really am grossed out why do I think this way?