I don’t think I like my dad. I’m only there on weekends. It’s very messy there, and there’s always a flea infestation. I wish he’d just put effort into living nicely. I don’t want to go back to an old broken mattress and fleas. I feel bad for our pets. He isn’t responsible enough to have them. My younger cat who we’ve had for her entire life isn’t even fixed yet, and she’s almost 10. I know spays are expensive, but we literally have a place nearby that’s dedicated to doing this stuff (it’s cheap there). We’re going to move soon and he said we’re getting rid of the cats. I think it IS for the best, for them to not be in his care, but how can he just give them away like that? Like they’re nothing? He is a good person, and smart, but he’s just not responsible. Not responsible enough for me either. The springs in my mattress break through and poke my skin. It’s not that he has a money problem, he doesn’t. Sometimes I wish he didn’t exist so I wouldn’t have to choose between him and mom.