Yeah I wrote one already but ran out of room. Anyway I hate myself beyond anyone hating anything. No one hates me more than I hate myself I am the ruler of self hatred. Everything I do is absolutely the worst thing anyone could have ever done. I make so many mistakes and I hate myself for every single one. Sometimes I do something good, and then I feel bad that I am not like this more often. Why can’t I just die I just want to die. Please let me die kill me kill me now please. I’m too scared of my own heart beating and my own body to kill myself. I get scared when my heart beats slightly different. Imagine if it’s stopped entirely! Please help me what do I do
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