I feel so alone. Feel like I am absolutely nothing to anyone. I try so hard to give my all to every relationship, but I feel that it's never reflected, and I'm left broken and hurt every time. So, I closed in on myself to preserve the bits and pieces left of my heart. But at some point, even I stopped loving myself. Now, I can't get out of my own head, thinking I'm useless and a failure. I dug a hole to protect myself, but now I'm stuck, and I can't get myself out. Everything hurts, and I'm sick of pretending everything is fine.