I am an introvert I have clinical anxiety I have driving anxiety I have trauma from a deer hitting my car a couple weeks ago I have a best friend who I’ll drive anywhere for. Today I’m sad have been all day. Made plans to meet with her & started driving It’s pouring out so bad you can’t see & there’s a ton of puddles I had to pull off twice I was scared I called her & left a message & text her that I was turning around No response I called again after a half hour & she answered annoyed, she was waiting where we were going to be. I explained what was happening & got Bach kind words in a shitty tone. I’m really struggling today & this topped the cake. She has no idea what it takes to do things & that she’s the only one ill put effort into I feel shitty that I just can’t some days