Rant #21986

I hope I die I hope something kills me tommorow I hope something kills me peacefully I hope I die peacefully I pray that I die I pray that I dont want to live anymore I hope my death is peaceful I hate pain I hate painful emotions I hate my disgusting self I hope my family can move on without me I hope I just disappear I hope I get murdered quickly I hope I die I hope I die i hope i die I cant kill myself I hate pain I hate pain I dont want to feel pain I want to be numb I want to die numb I want to die