Rant #21964

i feel like im not a valid man.im not masc presenting, i dont dress masculine, but i still use my masc chosen name, and go by he/him. im not allowed to cut my hair,i barely bind, i feel like im just lying that im a trans man. i just wanna look like a man, present a man,sound like a man, but i just cant. the dysphoria is starting to consume me.i hate these thighs,i hate this chest, i hate this voice, i hate this face,i hate these hands,i hate my height.i just wanna be a MAN.