I feel like i can never escape my self harm addiction. i say to other people that i'll stop, that im over it, that im recovering, but just the new week, or month or year, i fall back into a horrible horrible relapse that lasts for months.i cant keep on hiding this from my parents, and i feel like they are gonna find out eventually.i dont even wanna do it at this point.my life is good. but if i dont cut and cut and cut, the thoughts in my head will get too loud and then i just give up on life.i cant wear shorts,i cant wear t-shirts,i feel just..stuck. there are days where i just cant do anything, but somehow i manage to cut myself. i hate this.
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