‼️PLEASE READ IF YOURE SUICIDAL‼️ I'm really sorry you're hurting this much right now. I can't fully understand everything you're going through, but I want you to know that you don't have to carry it by yourself. You matter more than you realize, and there are people who care about you deeply, including me. Even if it feels like nothing will ever get better, feelings can change, situations can change, and help is available. Please stay with us and talk to someone who can support you through this. You deserve help, compassion, and a chance to see better days.