I love my bf. Truly I do. It hurts seeing him distancing from me. It hurts seeing him talk to this other girl happily. I just wish we could talk and fix whatever is going on with us. It’s like he’s not interested anymore. I hate this silent treatment. People said he cheated on me 4 times but I can’t find myself to move on. Can’t find myself to stop. I love him still so dearly. Every single darned time my eyes would search for him but I could never get the words out. “what’s up with us?” I can’t. I just hope you know that I still love you so dearly.