My mom is such an unbearable self centered person. She constantly messes with me till I breakdown. And then if I relapse because of said breakdown and sh, when she finds out she makes it about how sad and frustrated SHE is that I hurt MYSELF. She’s never even asked me if I was okay afterwards. I’ve stopped seeing me hurting myself as an issue, because no one in my life seems to notice or care, it’s almost emboldened me in a scary way to be more obvious and hurt myself worse to see if someone will finally take it seriously. I just want her to stop testing my patience and instead worry about me and get me help.