so i'm in school for medical billing and coding. I have no fucking clue what I'm doing or what's going on. lmao. I'm 33 years old, trying to make a change for myself and kids, but all I can think about is " maybe I'm too far in over my head for this". I'm honestly feel stupid as fuck lol. I'm trying my best, but between working, being a mom of 5 and trying to get my car back up and running, study for 2 different classes and have my assignments and quizzes done is very overwhelming. its to the point of me not want to be in my relationship anymore because he's not trying to help me while trying to do better for us all. not just myself, but for all of us. Now he's going to be cut out of the "us" part and it's just going to be me and my kids in a minute. he thinks I'm hot shit because I just got a new job after 3 years and got myself into LSU. hell yeah I think I'm that bitch actually. men really be jealous of their own girl. like they genuinely can not stand to see you do better that hm