I'm so pissed off everytime I draw my art can either be good one day and then bad for the next few weeks/months. Its like my skills disappear and reappear. I draw and draw and if I don't like how it turned out or is turning out, I restart and do it all over again. Hoping that I'll magically improve or my skills will return again but THEY DON'T. I'm so so tired of doing this why doesn't it turn out right???? I have ideas and my art couldn't be that bad but somehow its shit. Like I don't understand. I keep trying and trying. Where are my skills at???? Or what?? did I even have any to begin with then??? Everytime I draw something it turns out bad I don't understand why. I should already have full development of my skills. How is it that other artists's art is consistent or improving but mine is always changing. Or comes and goes or never improves for the better. Whyy???? it seems I'll NEVER BE AT THEIR LEVEL. WHY ARE ARTISTS MY AGE OR YOUNGER BETTER? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?????????????????