I feel so tired, so drained. I often get told by loved ones that I can go to them when i need them, talk to them when i need support, but whenever i do they aren’t around, don’t pick up a call or are too tired to speak to me. Why say you’re gonna be there but not show up when i actually need you to be. I genuinely feel so alone alot of the time, ive had a very sheltered life and despite knowing i can get through it and still trying to be the best person i can be for others , i still always wonder and get so angry when im being told i have support when really i dont.. i sometimes go back and forth with the urge to run away and never return or trying my hardest to keep smiling, but my face hurts, im so tired.
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