Yk what really hurts? The fact that my mom knows I’m su!cidal but doesn’t do anything. I’ve told her. She knows. She just doesn’t do anything. I have a therapist, she doesn’t tell me to tell my therapist. She says not to tell my dad, since he’d just freak out. She’d probably do the same if I told her I cut. I mean, in her defense, I said I won’t do it bc there’s like no way to do it (no rope, pills are unlikely to work, etc), but still :(