Sometimes I try to remember a time that I truly loved myself and I’ve only recently come to the realization that I never did. I’ve always been upset with who I am since I was little. As selfish and attention seeking as this seems, I almost feel like I deserve better. Nobody deserves to hate themselves so much that they’re more upset getting compliments than they are when they don’t. Nobody deserves to hate themselves so much that they want to cut everyone else off out of fear they’re not good enough to have friends around.
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