Rant #21708

i dont know whether they are both okay. i dont know if they are alive im scared im so scared i can do anything im pathetic what if i could have helped and i didnt what if im the reason they wont be here in a dar what if its all my fault what if i could have done something. what if im crazy and panicking over nothing and theyre fine wht if im an idiot what if im getting worked up over the stress what if im the problem