most times I feel so overwhelmed with all of my extracurriculars, I have to practice a lot of them or I have classes and then I don't have time to finish school assignments, and its not even like I suck at time management, its just because so many things are going on and im soooooo overwhelmed too many things man. idk idk then I also feel bad for my family and teachers who always treat me so well and I feel that im not good enough. like sometimes I wish I could die, wouldn't it just be so peaceful that way?