i want to be an artist but no one cares about art and im too young to do anything. im scared that all of my efforts are going to waste because the world revolves around money and i'll have none of it and then i'll end up forcing my old parents to take care of me at 26 or smth (not my current age). i wish that the people in charge of my future (BECAUSE YES THE PEOPLE WHO ARE OLDER THAN ME ARE THE ONES WHO CARVE THE PATH THAT I HAVE TO TAKE) dont do shit, im so upset at everyone and myself for being such wimp.