She called me today I have her umber blocked but she found me on instagram I shouldn't of accepted it but I was t curious of What she was up to it's only been 7 months so I'm still not over her she dyed her hair black and has already dated 2 guys while Ive rejected 5 girls cause I need to get over her 1st but I dont know how when she called me she didn't say anything just silence and I know she doesn't want me back because she accused me of abusing her I had to drop out of school cause the harassment got so bad I have no more friends and I'm alone I just want to hold her again giver her one last hug and kiss on the forehead and tell her everything will be alright one last time but she's gone I don't know how to accept it every single time I get a text I forgot we broke up I've been thinking about suicide if I still have moved on after 12 months I'll probably go away all my problems would be fixed if I could time travel maybe I could save are relationship maybe we would still be togethe