I'll never understand how you changed my first impressions of you so drastically. First time I saw you, I saw, talentless, mildly pretty but not attractive, dumb, clueless, ridiculous, pathetic. Somehow your love bombing and being sexually easy made me think I was attracted. Part me even convinced myself that you could sing even though you were impossibly awful at singing or performing in any way. Once I was brainwashed into thinking you were attractive, you abused me and used me to get sex from the guy who had dumped you already. The level of evil you did was so insane I can't find a reel on Instagram that comes close. An old woman using and torturing the heart of a kid barely 21. You really should have gone to jail for what you did. And it was so much worse than I could ever know.