I’m about to have a birthday. I feel at my age I should have my mental health together. I don’t. I’m still looking for an adult. On the outside I’ve got my shit together, I rarely fail & always give my best. I have high anxiety & a few other challenges. I feel so much pressure & fear. It’s all in my head. I’m just a mess. I thought by my age I’d be different Happy? Stronger? Self assured? Better?