I feel like a nobody rn. I am someone who is at her 30s, married, have kids. I'm a full time mom now. I worked in the BPO for quite a long time but I have no savings. Looking back when I was schooling, I excelled academically and had tons of friends. Now , I have no job, and always being compared with my classmates . My mom would I say I am the only one who had achieved nothing yet while my classmates are successful now My husband reminds me that I jave a family now and I should just be happy with him who has his own career, supporting us, and my 3 kids. Though I am grateful, it hurts my pride that I don't have personal achievement nor personal money to use whenever I would like to. I am trying to make digital products now and hopefully it sells one day but I think I am being impatient. I sometimes feel cold, empty, no life. Nowadays, for me, life is dry and dull. I don't even have a friend to comfide to.